I have 1 exam on Wednesday and then that's it......
It feels weird to think I will never been in the same class with these people again - never the same maths or music class. You create a life with these people, you work together as a cohort to lead and learn. It's been the most stress-full but full filling year yet and I know some people say they can't wait to finish school but I know I'm going to miss it soo much. Not neccessarily for the work, but for the fact that i'll miss being with my friends for 7 hours, 5 days a week for 37 weeks of the year. I miss how my friends know myself so well and understand me, how much fun I've had as well as the ups and the downs. I never finished the school year out last year, and I promised myself that this year I would - and I have.
We had our final Music Breakfast this morning and the preparation for it has been so time consuming, and it all paid off. I won the award for "Committed Beyond Expectation Award" which I must say and maybe was a little bit over committed and always spending time in the music department however, it feels like my second home - it's and enironment in which I have so many friends from outside my grade and group in which share the same interests. I know I'm going to miss them greatly. When one of the grade 10 girls that I know really well gave me a letter todayy and I read it, it was so beautiful that she looked up to me so much and understood me. To all my amazing friends from the Music Department, I will miss you all.
It also bring me to the fact that you always have 1 or 2 teachers that you get on really well with and share same interests. Well I have 2 and they are my music and music extension teachers, they are also head of music and music performance director. They have created an environment in which I have been allowed to grow and create and I going to miss there humour and support. They are always fun to work with and have to be my favourite teachers I ever had. They also have complete faith I will get in to Bachelor of Music - I auditioned and am on the second offer round. To have people that think I can is amazing. The last couple of years for me have been difficult and I wanted something to go right - I was hoping it would be this, but I can just audition next year. I'll find out on Dec 17th/
God, I'm getting all sentimental here. I should wrap this up cause this is going on forever and ever. One thing though is I can't wait to get out into the big wide world and experience new things but at the same time, I just want to still be a young girl. When your a child, time doesn't matter and its something that we all need to remember, even if we are not children.
Thank-you to anyone who has read this entire post!






